Changing has slowed down

Well, I have a roommate now and my lack of motivation is lower than usual. Well, I am hoping to pick back up and start working out again tonight.  My roommate has been trying to set me up on a date with his girlfriends friend.  She ain’t bad but, who knows maybe I need to get out there and go on a date.  I could use a good dinner anyways and a few drinks.  Maybe I will have to message her.  Going out a few dates with the same girl might be worth a shot.  The last one was back in January.  That didn’t work out.  I think most it is probably me.  I don’t know how to really converse with random strangers and be slightly romantic about it.  My job is the lamest besides maybe an accountant so I don’t even talk about that.  Plus work is stupid.  I work to pay for the things I like to do.  God I am talking in fucking circles again.  My mind needs to start talking in straighter lines.  Looping through my thoughts causes nothing but, indecisiveness.  I need to break that habit more often than not. Back to the grind but, I feel less angered deep down because of this blog.  Weights have been lifted and veils have been pushed aside.  I will keep writing until I figure out some more of the deep down issues that I have been hiding from myself and others.


About batmaninhiding

I am just a regular person with random things to chat about.
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