I am a fairly laid back stress free person. I try not to allow myself to get worked up over things but, when I start to talk about this little things that piss me off. I get all flustered and start to rant and rave and repeat myself. There is one thing that I can’t do which is talk to females that I am attracted to. I can literally talk to strangers, CEO, CIOs, any one but, women. I talk my way through interviews without a thought in the back of my head. Then it comes to women I am like a god damn mute. Then I get all pissed off at myself so I never even start the conversation knowing where it will end up in my mind. This is the shit that bothers me the most. Once I start talking I am good to a certain point but, making small talk is also not a good side of me. I can talk for hours and hours but, I need some direction or I will just randomly rant and rave about nothing. Also, talking about myself makes me real nervous. I just like to talk about nothing and everything for awhile until I get to know you then I will tell you more specific information about myself. God I am having a problem sending a one line question about if this girl would like to go out to dinner. I don’t even know her or if she is single. Done. Sent. Now to wait. Fuck I hate waiting. I hope she doesn’t have a boyfriend.