People of the Past

How is it that we can let 1 person in our lives affect decisions the rest of our life?  I have been pondering past decisions.  I believe that I made many of them correctly but, there are always those ones you ask yourself what if.  You know you can’t change them and probably wouldn’t if you could actually get the chance but, really what if.  How would my life be different would I like that version better, worse, the same?  I don’t know.  I do know that I have made many of those decision based off of mine and other peoples perception of life and what it should be like.  I have always wanted a family and a house but, not the white picket fence.  I just sidestepped that version because of what I thought I wanted and past experiences.  I wish I was as strong and confident in myself then as I am now.  While I still over think many things I usually make a decision pretty quick.  I am done with this thought process.  I went to sleep and don’t feel like finishing it.

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About batmaninhiding

I am just a regular person with random things to chat about.
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